just found rossa...

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i just found rossa...her vocal is simply fascinating....thanks to jesmeen... :0)

i miss you...

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i'm dead tired when i got back home. my house was a mess. my parents house is having renovation. kinda dusty. when i took a rest on the couch, ah girl walk out from my parents room. she greet me with her messy hair. then she stand next to me, i'm looking at her...

"ah xiong koko, where have you been last week?" i explain to her, i'm away working and i ask her why...is there anything that she wanted to look for me..."because i miss you.." why do you miss me? "because i love you..." then she gave me a hug...

on that very moment, i'm speechless. all the tireness in me, just fade away. then..."ah xiong koko got something for you..." i smiled and took out the lead frog from my room..." this is for you..." she was really happy..."thank you ah xiong koko"... then she jump on top of my bed and start toying around with it...

she do melt my heart. her presence makes me want to come home early before she left. i want come home early, talk to her, teach her reading...as she's my daughter...

2nd chance...

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michael is a very happy man. today is a big day for him. he was given a 2nd chance in his life to rediscover love. i witness an event where there's hope after going through a lot of pain and sorrows. andy and jamie is not around. i'm not sure if they are aware of michael's marriege registration. i hope they will understand...

1st love give us the deepest impression, but it might not turn out to be the sweetest as well. it make us wiser and more matured and even enhance our appreciation. i learn something today, as a witness of a new life, a new hope...from the bottom of my heart, i wish this marriege will be the one that last till end...

7d/6n...

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always feels good to be back. spend one whole week in singapore. i'm glad that i was given the opportunity to mess up with the million dollar machine. i was like a big lad toying around with it. aji, my trainer was pretty relaxed throughout the training. honest to myself, i feel that i shouldn't be here. however i was insisted by the management. i have no choice but have to give in. to me i feel that the opportunity should be offered to other well deserved people. therefore i come with just the relax intention...

me lazing around with aji...

screwing my million dollar baby...

i came to singapore at the right time. first it was the big singapore sales. a definite heaven for ladies. shopping malls always full of people, particularly at nite. i was squeezed like a sandwich in the mrt station. orchard road is as dashing as ever with those beautiful lighting welcoming the arrival of christmas...

flashy orchard road...

jingle jingle bling bling...

during one of my shopping stint, i saw a leap frog. it was so called an intelligent toy...words reading magnetic letter set. the first glance already caught my attention immediately. i thought it will be good for ah girl, who starts to speak english fluently. just plug in the alphabets and it start to sing. she's not around when i got back...but hopefully she will like it :O)

ladies and gentlemen...let me present, the leap frog...

everyday i doesn't know where to hang out. most of the time i just hang in bugis junction, which is not far from my hotel. sipping some drinks and did something that i did not do for ages! girls watching!!! well, it's a very unintention act, but at least it helps me to kill of my time...

my chick watching spot...hehe

this pic almost cost me in jail...i can't take picture inside this temple...what a relieved :O/

also for the first time, i hang in the legendary geylang. my first impression was it was damn crowded. a lot of old man shop for young beautiful ladies. there are a lot of lorongs. and as usual me the curious explorer in me go through every single lorongs from lorong 32 to lorong 8. a lot of prostitutes and most of them are from china. a very good looking ones. one of the most popular one is in lorong 8. where a lot of young beautiful chicks. can hear people bargaining price with those chicks. ranges from SGD40~SGD80. all the activities can been seen openly, even with police patrolling the streets. as for me, i'm just silly "butterfly" watcher...

if you want to see beautiful chicks...make sure you look out for this sign board... :O)

then on my last day...i saw an advert on the paper...it's SEXPO Exhibition. wait a minute, it's in Suntec Exhibition hall, just a walking distance from my hotel. it must be my day. another off training activities. with the entry fee of SGD10 per day or SGD25 for 3 days, you can watch the daily routine activities. basically it's nothing much. just a lot of booth selling sex toys, with some skin revealling clothes wear by models. then i met doctor love. he's a famous doctor who oftenly give sex education talks. saw him a few times in discovery channel...

no cameras allowed except at the main entrance...gezzz.... :O(

goodies from sexpo...

7D/6N trip...very tiring. can't imagine myself walking averagely 5km distance per day. well, at least i'm a certified machine wrecker...not too bad ehhh... :0)

if time could turn back...

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just got back from a wedding dinner. a few of my friends asked about jasmine and ask when will we get married. i just smile at them with one word..."soon"... i did not talk much throughout the wedding dinner. the bride is beautiful and the groom is good looking. if i did not make the decision, probably i also have the chance of standing up there...

lately i have been thinking again. i hope i could stop, but for now i can't. i doesn't know what motivate me to break off with jasmine. it just happen so fast. it just happen without my concensus. i just feel bad, i really do...

my guts feeling always tell me, audrey doesn't belong to me. we are not meant for each other. but i just keep telling myself, and force myself to work out something. but each time when i see some changes, she's away. i begin to feel, things are getting tough...

the day she told me that she wanted to go china, my world began to shattered. but my rational thinking tell me i cannot be unfair to her. it's her career, and she got a long way ahead of her. who am i to stop her? i give her my blessing and encouragement. but deep inside, i know something will happen...

the day before her departure to the airport, i just couldn't bring myself to see her. because i just want her to go with ease, while i just kept myself at home praying she will be back. i tell myself to keep going with a lot of optimism. marriege came into my mind. after 8 years of relationship, it's time to settle down...

i have been dreaming of a house for quite sometime. always wanted to start a new life with a new house. thought that me and audrey can move in and setup our home. but the dream never realise...

even after the break off, i still tell myself there's a dim of light until the day i knew that she's with someone. the last piece of glass finally broke into pieces. this is the price of my mistake. if i could turn back the time, i'll give myself a chance to talk to her, to change her, because i believe i still can change her with my heart. those words from her still utter in my mind, and the promise that i make, i hope to honour....

field of love...

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blogging has become part of my life. i don't have much close friend, and i doesn't know where to express my feelings and blog come into myself. ah girl is sitting beside me listening to some songs and wondering what am i writing here...

field of love is the title that i choose for my blog. i always believe there are a lot of love out there for us to feel. sometimes we are just not sensitive enough to feel it. most of the time, we are blinded by our own success and put love into ignorance. and we will only realise it on the very day we lose it... this is the place where i can create my field of love...